I'M S.A.D

i hate them...
i hate them all...
all..
who loves controlling me...
of course..including my parents duh >.>
thats da main point here..sigh x.x
why do they care abt me like their slave?
i mean..
yea in a way its good for me =3
bt sorry i hate ur controlling x.x
nt till this extend =(
this extend as in controlling even how do i speak?
n..work?
ugh plz im old enuff for me to determine hw i speak n work okie??
omg i cant stand this plz..stop all ur controlling!! x(
im really sad like how u screamed at me coz i pushed ur damn door??!
o dammit so wat if i pushed it??
does it even matter u??
ugh plz x.x
i feel like crying T^T
damn i nd someone here n no one's around...........=(

wee~

wee~~ holidays~~!! it was since last week..
bt was busy for the week =P
earned some money... n goin to rload my ag >.>
busy n tired..... ><"
n the job is done~ yay^^
haha..
bt the f part in this life is that im still having classes every tuesday ><"
n the class is moral studies o.O
i cant understand the teaching n v missed two classes
AND
v r having a test tmr..><"
i dont know how to die xDD
tell me wat to do lol xDD

aww..

aw.. i havent been here for weeks...
n im goin to have exam soon !
cant blief it..
its another sem gone !
n i cant recall wat i learnt in this sem...
so..i cant imagine how my exam's gonna be....
anyway..
just a lil update..
my ptptn loan nope, its not done yet..bt the skool will settle for us..
n so my job,burnt..
anyway..
gonna study till the last..(i guess)
so.. wish me luck ! lmao... tc n bye ^^

hmm....

well...long since i was here. . .
i was here, just didnt post anything...
its the same pressure again n again...
homework..assignments..presentation...
n now the ptptn loan...
i don get it y i cant gt the loan..
i tried applying again...dono if i would get. . .
its like this, if i get, i wont leave scpj..
bt if i don, i will leave scpj n get a job n study else where
so...i guess im waiting for approval now..bt i don have the mood to study anymore
the pressure is killing me...
the ppl in scpj r killing me . . . .
basically everyone is killing me. . . . . . .sigh wat am i crapping abt..
i guess this is wat my blog is all abt..
crapsss ><"

i-m s-t-r-e-s-s-e-d >.<"

im stressed!!!
@.@"
freakin' stressed.........
soooo many things to be done....
so many things to be completed....
sigh cant even have good sleep nowadays..><
sad.....
n everyone seems to be leaving me alone.....
bishnu....ryu....
they r all leaving.....
sad ><